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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Love Still Lives

For a time

I thought love was lost

Powerless, pointless, not worth the cost

Kicked at my lowest, pushed into ground

With hurt like that, why fool around?

But you changed my viewpoints,

guided my eyes

Led me away from my own heart's demise

Crevices in my heart are trickling light

Hopes are trying to again take flight

Warmth is filling my soul so cold

Hate no longer has it's hold

Where would I be if not for you?

Still walking the street of the lonely and used.

I'm out of the pity, left all nightmares

With my reason to hope, believe love does care

You've taken me farther from a pain that kills

And showed me places where love lives still

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|12:30 AM|

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

To Satria...

I see you standin' there with that knife what are you gona do?you say take my heart and give it back to you..i found someone new..cause you just flew away wondering what to say nothin you broke my heart..so i made a brand new start and found someone new thats what you should do too..i thought it was true that u loved me but those three words were just another one of your stupid lies..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|2:55 PM|

Monday, January 15, 2007

After i broke up wif Satria...
i feel lyke im a fool...
dis song is wad described me most..
a song from the all-time favourite...
"GREASE"
sang by Olivia Newton John..

Hopelessly Devoted To You

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,

My eyes are not the first to cry

I'm not the first to know,

There's just no gettin' over you

I'm just a fool who's willing

To sit around and wait for you

But baby can't you see,

There's nothin' else for me to do

I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

Since you pushed my love aside

I'm not in my head,

Hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "fool, forget him",

My heart is saying "don't let go"

Hold on to the end,

That's what I intend to do

I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

Since you pushed my love aside

I'm not in my head,

Hopelessly devoted to you

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|9:12 PM|

Sunday, January 14, 2007

I don't know what I did to deserve you

but I thank God above

that He's given me the gift of you

to share our special love.

Like a favorite blanket on a chilly night

or when I'm feeling blue

Your love wraps itself around me

like a special hug from you.

I love having a friend like you

and I know this much is true.

Of all the people who could have stolen my heart

I'm so happy it was you.

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|12:10 PM|

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Sec 1 CCA open house

today muz perform...

woke up early in da' morning...

bathe n prepared to go to skool...

my maid plete my stubborn-ish hair...

my mind was tinking about him...

too much tjhinking dat at skool...

use juniors' fone...

coz wanted to call aisyah...

den suddenly dial his no...

i was lyke...OMG!

den juz told him i was gonna perform...

he said gd luck dear...

den bla bla bla...

the end...

im in no mood pple..

sry...

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|8:56 PM|

Friday, January 12, 2007

what u tot was wrong

I know u dont think that u are what i want, but u r.i know u think that some of the things u do make u a bad person, they dont.i know u dont trust me yet, but u can; i wont hurt ui know u think u have to do certain things, but u can lean on me if u want toi know u feel like ur alone, but i am here for u now, and i dont want to leaveand i know u dont think i cant help u, but u should give me a chance. i want so bad to take all ur pain away, i want to finally let u be free of all the hurt u have dealt with in ur life, but i dont know how to take all that away. the only thing i know how to do is tell u that i am here for u no matter what and mean it. to be here for u to lean on me, and i promise i wont break. and to be there for if u ever call on me, u dont have to be alone anymore u dont have to deal with these things by urself, let me help u. the only way i can take ur pain away is if u let me, but u have to trust me; I WONT HURT U!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|7:35 PM|

Thursday, January 11, 2007

I MiShh HiM

I called him many times...

but he didn't pick up the fone..

im sooo damn farking worried about him...

wad if anything happens to him??!!!

oh god!

hubby!!!

plz pick up da' fone!!

oh dear...

its our 3 weeks of stead todae...

1 more week to one mth!!

yeah!!

but i hope it lasts n not juz stops dere...

to hubby...

i mishh u....

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|5:00 PM|